Who really cares?

It is at times of calamity that you finally realize who has a heart that truly cares.

Fall in love and you are doomed to death.

Never love another person more than how much he/she loves you. If you love him/her even a bit more than how much he/she loves you back, you will definitely suffer. This kind of sacrifice is unnecessary as it will not be appreciated by him/her. It will be a miracle if he/she even realize that you have sacrificed a lot!

Let's take a poll:

Agree

or

Disagree?

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When I met you...

Before I met you, I was a free horse, galloping wildly in the forest in search of new adventures, wondrous sights, and the freshness of my surroundings.

Before I met you, I was as happy as ever, never having any worries in the world, and living my life according to my will alone...

Before I met you, I had dreams of venturing into what seems to be the impossible because there was none to belittle me, none to tell me I am a failure.

But...

when I met you, things changed.

When I met you, you tied a rein around me, because we are now one- you my rider, and I, your horse.

When I met you, everyone thought that I'm your lucky charm, and I try my best to please you, to make you happy, and to make you proud.

When I met you, I start galloping towards your dream, not mine, because I want to be deemed worthy in your sight.

When I met you, I no longer live for me, but toil to serve you and meet your needs...

for I no longer am myself.

no longer the horse.

but now, your horse.

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Life has been good so far. One more week of assignments and classes and that's it. Can't wait for that moment to come. Freedom! oh lala. Do I feel any sense of achievement? Erm, to be honest, not really yet. There are still so many things to worry about.....sigh...... But that's life, right?


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When everything's working out too well..

What do you do when everything's working out too well for you? Exactly... nothing. For approximately two weeks, almost everything is going smoothly for me-- I'm having my break and having so much fun that I've accomplished almost nothing. One would say that it's not a bad thing because rest and relaxation is a necessity in this time of absolute unrest, but what if my creative mind has stopped functioning in the midst of this solitude? I've taken one month off to come up with something fruitful, but I don't even sense that that will happen any time soon. This act of lying dormant in a world of nothingness is really sapping every drop of energy within me. Rest but unrest. Ironic eh?

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Amazingly, I'm ok.

I was KO.

Now, I'm OK.

I don't know how long I will stay OK.

But, thanks for praying that I am not KO.

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Sickness..

What do you do when you can't walk or sit without feeling an indescribable pain?

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Ipoh mari!

Ipoh, here I come! It has been ages since I've last traveled anywhere (ok. not true. I just went to Kuantan about 2 weeks or so ago?), so I decided to join my parents to Ipoh tomorrow til Monday. Ipoh, as you most probably know, is smacked right in the centre of peninsular Malaysia. Almost. :) Two things I like about Ipoh:

1. The bean sprout chicken rice (nga choy kai)

2. The many white-washed colonial buildings in the city

Well, to tell the truth, there's nothing that special about Ipoh's chicken rice. It's like any other chicken rice in Malaysia. The special thing about it is its trademark. :) As for the buildings, there are nothing special about them either. It's just that, I felt a sense of appreciation whenever I looked at em.

haha. Call me nuts, but I just love em! Happy holidays!

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