Fall in love and you are doomed to death.

Never love another person more than how much he/she loves you. If you love him/her even a bit more than how much he/she loves you back, you will definitely suffer. This kind of sacrifice is unnecessary as it will not be appreciated by him/her. It will be a miracle if he/she even realize that you have sacrificed a lot!

Let's take a poll:

Agree

or

Disagree?

=yingoying

When I met you...

Before I met you, I was a free horse, galloping wildly in the forest in search of new adventures, wondrous sights, and the freshness of my surroundings.

Before I met you, I was as happy as ever, never having any worries in the world, and living my life according to my will alone...

Before I met you, I had dreams of venturing into what seems to be the impossible because there was none to belittle me, none to tell me I am a failure.

But...

when I met you, things changed.

When I met you, you tied a rein around me, because we are now one- you my rider, and I, your horse.

When I met you, everyone thought that I'm your lucky charm, and I try my best to please you, to make you happy, and to make you proud.

When I met you, I start galloping towards your dream, not mine, because I want to be deemed worthy in your sight.

When I met you, I no longer live for me, but toil to serve you and meet your needs...

for I no longer am myself.

no longer the horse.

but now, your horse.

=yingoying=

yingoying

Life has been good so far. One more week of assignments and classes and that's it. Can't wait for that moment to come. Freedom! oh lala. Do I feel any sense of achievement? Erm, to be honest, not really yet. There are still so many things to worry about.....sigh...... But that's life, right?


=yingoying=

When everything's working out too well..

What do you do when everything's working out too well for you? Exactly... nothing. For approximately two weeks, almost everything is going smoothly for me-- I'm having my break and having so much fun that I've accomplished almost nothing. One would say that it's not a bad thing because rest and relaxation is a necessity in this time of absolute unrest, but what if my creative mind has stopped functioning in the midst of this solitude? I've taken one month off to come up with something fruitful, but I don't even sense that that will happen any time soon. This act of lying dormant in a world of nothingness is really sapping every drop of energy within me. Rest but unrest. Ironic eh?

=yingoying=

Amazingly, I'm ok.

I was KO.

Now, I'm OK.

I don't know how long I will stay OK.

But, thanks for praying that I am not KO.

=yingoying=

Sickness..

What do you do when you can't walk or sit without feeling an indescribable pain?

=yingoying=

Ipoh mari!

Ipoh, here I come! It has been ages since I've last traveled anywhere (ok. not true. I just went to Kuantan about 2 weeks or so ago?), so I decided to join my parents to Ipoh tomorrow til Monday. Ipoh, as you most probably know, is smacked right in the centre of peninsular Malaysia. Almost. :) Two things I like about Ipoh:

1. The bean sprout chicken rice (nga choy kai)

2. The many white-washed colonial buildings in the city

Well, to tell the truth, there's nothing that special about Ipoh's chicken rice. It's like any other chicken rice in Malaysia. The special thing about it is its trademark. :) As for the buildings, there are nothing special about them either. It's just that, I felt a sense of appreciation whenever I looked at em.

haha. Call me nuts, but I just love em! Happy holidays!

=yingoying=

Highly do not recommend Korean BBQ Chicken at Jaya One

sick to the max. Since I was going to have lunch alone today, I decided to have something nice and pricey. At first, I went to Wendy's at Jaya One. But the queue was rather long, so I decided to go somewhere else. I was walking and walking and came to this Korean BBQ Chicken opposite starbucks. I looked at the menu, it's a bit pricey, but it is said to be the No1 BBQ Chicken chain or something like that in Korea. So I thought, well, just give it a try. I went in, found a table and sat down. On my laptop and tried to get connected to the net. No connection. ok. -1 point. I sat there waiting for 5 mins and nobody came to give me the menu. So i waved at a waitress. She looked at me, and then looked away. Ok. I didn't know I look so pathetic that nobody wana serve me. Waved at another waitress. She asked me to wait and then brought me the menu. OK. I looked thru the menu and ordered a chicken drumstick with i-don't-know-what sauce and french fries. Wanted to place my order, but nobody wana come to take my order, til 5 mins later. ok. I was really pissed already at that time. The price is quite high, but this kinda service? Waited 15 mins with an empty stomach and longing for the food. At last, it arrived on the table 15 mins after. I started cutting the chicken and tasted it. Not bad. It tasted a little like the chicken they sell at pasar malam satay stalls. And it's rather smooth. So I thought, alright, I will forgive them for the bad service coz the food isn't bad. I ate half the chicken and started cutting up another slice. !@#$%^&*(). I was so busy eating I didn't notice the meat because it was all covered up with a dark brown sauce. OMG. The meat was pink in color and it was shiny! Yes, it's RAW. I ate half a raw drumstick and didn't realize it.... no wonder it was so smooth and shiny. the more i cut it, the shinier it became. I wiped away the sauce to have a better look at it. OMG. It is 100% raw! Out of my mind, i waved for a waitress. She came, and I told her bout it. She asked me to wait. 1,2,3...4..................5.....................6......................... 7mins.....she was gone for that long and didn't reappear. Then, suddenly, she appeared with a few bowls in her hands and started serving another table without looking at me! omg. -100 points. I was enraged. Took my handbag and laptop and walked to the counter. Found another waitress and complained about it to her. she asked me to go to my table and wait. another 3 mins sitting there looking at the raw food. Then she came. She said she will change my dish. I said no. i cannot eat chicken anymore. "Do you have fish? or anything more cooked?" (coz i saw they have fish fillet or something on their menu). She said, "No. We only have chicken.". What kinda waitress is that? She doesn't know what they have in their menu? I said ok. I don't wana eat anything anymore. Then she asked me want now? I was like excuse me, aren't u supposed to pay me just in case I get sick? But of course I didn't say that. Being an idiotic person, I said watever, I will pay but I don't wana eat anything anymore from here. She took the plate away and went to the counter. I followed her. I paid and then asked her where the manager is. She said the manager is very busy now. "Is there a complaint form?" . "No". "anyone else in charge i can complain to?". "You can complain to me". What the.... Then, I suddenly saw a guy with a name tag walking pass us. I asked her if he is the manager. "Yes". Ok. He wasn't doing anything. He was just walking. And I assume to malaysians, that's considered as being busy? pfft. So i was i wana talk to him. She called for him. I complained to him about everything, how i got the raw meat, complained about it but the waitress just walked away and all. Believe it or not, he didn't even smile to me or utter a "sorry". Ok. Nvm. I said just take note of that and don't repeat the same mistake. I told him that and walked out to the opposite starbucks to detox. After all the things i've been thru, I had to pay RM17.50. If I crave for a raw chicken so much, I could've bought a whole raw chicken for that price (and a fat one too!). Too bad I didn't have a camera with me, or else I would've snapped a picture of the raw meat and posted it everywhere. Please, I urge you...never ever go to that resto. Highly NOT recommended!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=yingoying=